Wednesday, March 15, 2017

the "right" partner

when you ask Allah for the right partner, one thing you SHOULD say outloud in your prayers. be him a person who always, always remember and fear Allah no matter what. he will become your imaam for the rest of your life, it is very important that he always feels concious of what he does, based on the true guidance in Islam. i know no one is perfect, but if he remembers Allah, fears of Him, you will feel peaceful in every second you're going through with him. Because you know you're in the right hand.

i admit sometimes i regret everything. But when i do, i know it's because who i am, what i did, and what i was. Allah always match the right partner for you. Good man for good woman, Bad man for bad woman. it is the perfect time for me to reflect myself, did i do something unpleasent to God? or did i lack some knowledge in something? i will try harder not to blame anybody. i will try to just look broader into my own self even though it is hard.

so many promises i made, so many times i wish i had a chance to go back in time. but i know Allah knows what is best for me, He already has a perfect scenario for me. i just need to hold on and try harder. be positive and be grateful. yup. be grateful. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah

-i'm writing this based on my mood everytime i tell my husband to go to the masjid for a prayer, no idea if it's related or not